14 days of sheer hell continues

[DDJ]

I find myself getting anxious whenever I come back onto the forum, like somehow not coming onto here will help me to detach. I read all the sad stories here and it makes me sad. I think what could have been, had the OM not turned my WW away.

I guess, I come back to pinch myself, put myself back into her fog and then take myself out again... almost like motivation. I'm off to bed with my WW and son not home, let's see if i can get a good nights sleep.