For now, I would encourage you to focus on your own wellbeing and longer term stuff can be dealt with nearer the time.
Maybe think about doing some of those things that helped you when you were finding things tough before. for me - meditation, journaling, affirmations.
Also, are you just trying to do too much - and are you engaging the kids in chores too? Have a think about which stuff can give a little and where you need to focus right now. Next week/month is another week/month - you only need to get through the here and now.
Do take care and I hope you start to feel better soon. Xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus