Yes dream, we both played games, and there was no real winner. I had so many opportunities to really say how i felt about things, but i chose to take back my love instead, because that's what i thought she was doing.
Today was fantastic, i cant remember being that happy. I test drove a new car (without WW), I dropped my S and WW at her cousins place, went to watch live rugby match and then watched the sunset with a nice cappuccino along Table Mountain. The views makes one feel so small.
Its day 5 of detach and i think i'm getting better, my tummy is not so twisty turney, i even finished my whole plate of food!!! I realise that i don't need her with to do anything, I actually want her with, but if she chooses out, then that's good too. To quote Celine Dion, "My heart will go on".
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
