5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.

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I am horrible at this DB thing. Everyday i think today i'll DB strong then by end of the day im left picking up the pieces.

I cant detach, i am obsessed, infatuated, and everything else in between. Try hardest i might not to show it. I also want to give in to my darkest thoughts.

Christy, i have sent you an email to find out more on the DB telephone coaching. I need to do this.