Haven't posted for a couple of days. My week has been ok. Had one or two meltdowns.
H phone number continues to be blocked and that makes me feel better.
A couple of times he has rung to speak to kids and he hasn't gotten hold of them. I haven't done anything btw, just my son has missed his call on his mobile then h has rung landline and left message and no one has noticed. In some ways this makes me feel comforted as then maybe h can feel the reality of what he has done. That our kids are not waiting for his every phone call and no he doesn't get to,speak to them whenever because he decided to walk away.
Next weekend when he ha skids I have arranged to go out with some friends for my birthday. Was dreading being on my own all bank holiday.
Do I still think of h , of course, am I still in disbelief of what he has done absolutely. Never thought he could hurt me and continue as much as he has.
