I have no proof. I never looked when I had the chance. The signs were there. It would make sense. I would have to be pretty naive to think my husband is the only one to walk away and not have someone else.
During last argument I had made a comment, something like "it's not like there was any infidelity" and there was that distinct pause from husband.
I have been with him for 14 years. That pause stands out to me. I know how ridiculous that sounds. There have been some odd statements as well.
Cheating is a non negotiable for me. I think it's the absolute worst thing someone can do to someone else. Husbsnd would never admit it to me if he did. He knows me as well.