Sorry you are here. How are you taking care of yourself? You sound like you're in a tough sitch. Please take care of yourself first. At this poibt in time, I think you'll have to be a little selfish and maybe let other things slide for a while.
Wrt To your parent, are there other siblings to help out? Do you have any friebds you can lean on?
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.