WAW still behaving angry and moving to divorce

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I slept a little better last night, but I still woke up with some anxiety.
I put on a happy face for D17, but as we were driving her over to school she knew I was a little shaky. She told me it would be okay and that I have been doing good so keep it up. That put a real smile on my face.

I arrived to work a little shaky, but made it another day without an anxiety med.

I saw my GP today and he gave me something for sleep so fingers crossed it helps and I am hoping that with a few good nights of sleep I may be able to minimize the anxiety and get back on track with some things.

I am getting a little impatient with the L's as they are still working out the finance agreement so I can have things split with WAW.

I am looking for a new place to move to and want to pick up a car for D17.
I am looking forward to the weekend as I will have both of my girls and they have been the best medicine for me this week.

It's been a week of some bitterness and laughing as I look back at some of the antics of WAW last weekend. But the oddest thing is that I really am not missing her at this time. The relief from the drama since the BD has been so refreshing. I am not saying that I have detached, but I was really worried about feeling alone, yet I am enjoying the quiet alone time, and the time with just my daughters that I finally feel like I am decompressing and clearing my head.

This weekend will be a time for me to regroup and plan out my near future as it relates to my new family unit, my professional plans and my GAL. I also will review those things that I own in the breakdown of my MR, and work towards correcting my actions and behaviors for whatever the future holds.

I will be looking for advice from you all as it relates to DBing with the WAW through the D proceedings, co parenting and the other interactions. To date she is still WAW as there is no evidence of EA/PA, so I know Lrt and 180 are the best, but tips for these as we will be separate and most likely D'd in a couple of months. Although I still have yet to be served, so not sure where that is as she assured this would have happened last week.