I am content, that is a blessing.......

[mleigh4]

Hi Irish. Thank you for stopping by and trying to cheer me up. No, this is not my old H, but it's who I have been dealing with for 3 years and who knows how much longer he will be around. I don't like him. Can you tell?

I'm sorry guys. I know many of you have been rooting for me, seeing promise in H. Sure, he is a nice MLC'er, yet you should see how he attacks me behind the safety of his phone.

I don't want to discourage the newbies. Let me make it clear, I don't regret standing. I wouldn't change it. It is why I sleep so well at night. So don't give up without giving it your all!

I am just not in a good place right now, it's been coming. Let me clarify, I am good emotionally. Happy, strong, head held high. I am not in a good marriage place. H has entered a new level in my tolerance bucket, and it's not good.

I am pretty shut down but we shall see how all this interaction unfolds. Silence sounds pretty good right now.

PS. RIP Prince