Painter, so funny. I did just attend my 2nd hypnotherapy session today. I think today's was not as good though because I went there following husbands phone call and on very little sleep.
Regarding what I want...
I once joked with JKSD that everything you need to know you learned in kindergarten.
Today I took son to a park with 2 playgrounds. One playground is for the real little ones, which we went to first. I did not like how he was playing with his much younger cousin so I Made him leave and play in the other play ground (which is actually more fun. Has a tire swing and everything) Of course he had a major temper tantrum. He was telling me " this is the worst day ever" and just would not stop crying and kept repeating that he wanted to go back to the other play ground. I told him the little kid play ground is no longer an option and he has two choices. 1. Is to have fun in the new playground 2. Is to keep crying about the old playground.
he kept crying and we just ended up going home, but he is only 5. Of course I related this to my situation and a big part of me wanted to provide some divine intervention because I know how bad it feels and take him back to the old park. But I couldn't because then lesson would not be learned.
maybe in some grand scale and scheme of things my situation is really no different then not getting to play in the playground you want to.
So basically I know what I want, it's really a matter of accepting that I can't get what I want.
