yeah Ralph, i have alot more introspection to do, hopefully I can sort myself out with IC. I am looking forward to being a better me and guess those are my reasons. We are not at a stage to discuss what went wrong yet, maybe in a few months time.

Too much healing needed now, and she may still be in a bit of fog as i sense some remorse but still very little accountability. Maybe i need to stand up first. But not now.


Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.