Ugh. Husband just called. He Was very civil and professional. Wanted to discuss setting up date for mediation consult. My heart Pounds every time I have to talk with him. and now I'm crying again. I am just beyond hurt that he can do this so easily and it's all justified in his mind too.
Our marriage fell apart long ago. He walked out of this marriage long ago. So why does this call hurt so much? I Think it was his coolness and detachment and the way that he just knows he's making the right decision. He gets to control everything.
I need to escape this mind frame.
Am I allowed to bring my father to a mediation consult with me? Or does that make me look totally immature?
