Well, things seemingly have changed for the worse. W is and has been for years, in a place that I can't understand and I'm now to the point that I can't be around it anymore. Everything I do is wrong and everything is my fault. I was mocked for reading books about improving my communication skills and relationship skills. Her position is that you either click with a person or you don't and there is nothing you can do about it.
The thing that makes that SOOOOO difficult for me to understand is that she is intelligent, educated, a nice person, she's empathetic to others, but she either can't see or won't admit that she plays a role in a relationship.
I'm off to go work on myself and figure this out for myself.
