Thank you, It really means a lot to me. I can't imagine where I'd be if I hadn't found everyone here.
The last few days have really taken a lot out of me, I've felt exhausted from the moment I wake up. I've been dreaming w is back and things are normal, I don't know what to make of that. I guess I still haven't accepted my sitch.
I called the kids' principal yesterday and let him know w and I seperated but no details of course. We've had a close relationship with him as he and the school my kids go to have been great to us. He sounded shocked as everyone else that knows. He said he has noticed s has been more sensitive lately. He told me he loves our kids and it's been great having them.
I have a meeting with the kids' teachers in the morning so I can let them know as well. I just need to make them aware as I can see it's affecting the kids, especially so with s's special needs.
Before I called the kids tonight I texted w about taxes and to ask about her dad. She replied about the taxes but that was it. I don't know if I should have but I sent another text and told her I cared how her family was and to please keep me informed. I know she must be must be really stressed again by the way she looked Monday night when she dropped the kids off. We talked a bit because I gave her the fluids for her car out of the garage because it's very specific and I saw she used the wrong oil last week when she was here when I took out the trash. The snow in the yard melted off today and there were a bunch of butts by the deck and by the front door too so she must be smoking again. She told me she spent some time in the house last week when she was taking care of the dogs last week when I was out of town. I wonder if she stayed here because there was dried up coffee grounds in the machine when I was cleaning.
I also asked w about picking up the kids Friday for this weekend and she said yes, it's your weekend. So idk what the email her attorney was talking about but I didn't bring it up.
I ran into a college friend at the store a while back and texted a bit. He said another of our friends lives here too and are planning on hanging out soon that will help me gal.
