He replies, I know you picture me angry and yelling. Well, I'm not. And I'm not a doctor, but I wish I was so you would consider things I say. I can do my best to learn and do better. Yes I missed the therapy appointment and am fully aware of that and glad you have something to continually tell me about. My offer stands on sending me any ideas for teaching S to be a productive adult. I will read and consider everything and will even try it if it sounds better than what I'm trying to do. I will try to find some information too.

I replied, you think I picture you mad and yelling?? You think I talk bad about you to S? Where do you get this crap from? You think reading articles and case studies allows you to preach? You want to send them to me? Hmmmm I know where that comes from. Well no, I think you are happy as a clam living the life you always wanted and finally have. So now, please leave me the F alone.

I can't always be sweet and nice, right?

He said he has answers to all of that but I am obviously not interested. I have made it clear I don't care and he expects a response telling him everything he has done wrong so he will leave me alone.

You know guys, it's almost like he WANTS me to tell him what a jerk he is, for all he has done. It's like my not ever saying anything, never giving him a hard time, always being nice to him, is driving him crazy!? Maybe it makes the guilt worse? I wont give him that satisfaction.


Me 48 H 46 S 11
M 2004
BD 8/13
H moved out 2/15
-live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-