You are allowed to still love him forever and not be with him anymore. You are not a robot. I can list 10 things I will ALWAYS love about my H. But I no longer want to be married to him and I have my own life. You also dont have to feel guilty about answering her questions. Your answer to her when she asked if you still love him showed her it is okay to not accept bad behavior, even if it is hard.
It is best for her to hear the truth. and it is best for you to finally give yourself permission to say the truth outloud.
love ya!!
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
