It has been a while. It has felt good staying off of here for the most part the past few weeks. Nothing really new since I met with WW a few weeks back. We have had few interactions, nothing of substance, since and I have gone back to NC for about 2 weeks now. The only thing that seemed to bug was her was when I closed our joint account to avoid paying fees. There was hardly anything in there and hadn’t done anything with it in 10 months. She mentioned that she wanted to ‘talk’ about a month and a half ago but has not brought it up since. I brought it up casually a few times since but I would say the response was luke warm at best. Clearly, her actions are speaking here so talking is not be a priority for her, which it would be if she was having second thoughts. So I am a bit confused as to what to do. Honestly, I am tired of the whole thing and really do not want to continue on in this pattern. If she wants D, then fine, let’s get to it.
The original plan back when we were not talking much was to wait for the year anniversary, re-assess and probably move forward with D. I am thinking of speeding that up, to like this weekend. I don’t want to give an ultimatum, those are junk, but I do want to say something like if you have no interest in talking (which is perfectly OK) like you expressed a few weeks ago then it probably is time to move forward with things. The other option could be just to continue NC and go back to how I was acting a few months ago, but I am getting tired of that. It has been 10 months now, what cha ya'll think?
