I am addressing me. But if she does cheat, then there's no point in holding on. I can then improve myself without her. So I need her to hold on whilst I get my ducks in a row. I am yet to make goals, but the only one is to ensure that she does not end my M. I want to have that control, for what it's worth.

I can't look at tomorrow, today is not over yet.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.