So now the divorce....that you filed for like 2 days ago, that made you feel super liberated, is on hold? No wonder she's upset. You are so up and down/on and off/back and forth.
THIS is why I told you to slow down. To think logically. To set goals. To figure out your path.
Don't take what I'm about to say as insulting, as I'm not trying to be. It feels like you're a three year old that knows words, but can't string them into a sentence correctly. I mean that you have read a ton of the things on here, and you know many key points, but you aren't putting them together into a plan of action in any logical order.
I hope that you can get the book soon and really start to dig deeper.
Her infidelity is not your top issue. The characteristics in you that created the opportunity for her infidelity are your problem. I haven't seen you address a single one of those.
