Getting out of in house S (9)

[vise82]

Hey,

For me I was able to get some credit to start rebuilding my credit now.

Not much about me, busy with work and the kids.

So yesterday I text W as I have to be on call for work and need her around incase I get called in.

She replies that she wants us to go get helmets for the kids. I agree. Then she texts back later that her best friend wants to meet us at the kids park. I said sure.

SO I go and the whole time I am thinking this is different as this is the friend that was trying to get her husbands best friend to sleep with my W. I was feeling like not going.

On the way I am thinking the worst like some sort of intervention with them trying to knock some sense in me that W has moved on. Then I thought they wouldn't do that in front of the kids.

Wasn't that, they were there , they were nice. their kid was there and we watch them play. I didn't say anything to the husband as he was there also, but smiled to him. The W best friend I have known her for years and she was nice to me and I back.

It the first time we have done anything with them since they are married. I was laid back and at first I didn't stand with them but then later I did. I made sure I looked my best.

Just wasn't sure how to act. We are S but were there with another couple. So near the end it was like how we normally do things with the kids and it was good because her friend can see that W and I do function well together. At least I think so.

No expectations. but that is a positive direction.

Cant control dreams and I have a long dream of Kissing my W last night. But it did not affect me as much.

I need to keep moving forward.