my wife is a waw! trying everything to save it!

[anime92]

I feel like I could, alongside my GAL and DBing, I could say I will sign all the papers but I would like to revise our post-nuptial agreement. I could have it written where I would have some benefits if a divorce comes in play which it seems is still the idea. Or I could somehow write in that a condition of signing the renewal papers would be some sort of counseling where she would talk to someone with or without me and see how that goes. I feel this could either be a great idea or a really bad idea. I understand I cannot force her to go to counseling and if I tried it would be a way that I am controlling her, however I do feel she would benefit speaking to someone else other than her peers as I know for a fact that most if not all of the friends she has her age are definitely not mature nor do they understand the idea of marriage.

I do know this post makes me seem like I may be back pedaling, and it's possible I have slightly, but I am getting myself back on track and am heading forward. I have seen myself do a few things recently that show me as weak and I have realized it. Now I am going to force myself even more to pursue the future of ME. But regardless I do feel if I enter into a renewal I should revise the post-nuptial just to protect myself if nothing else.

I really hate this whole f***ing thing. My head was one straight before and now it spins without me having a say!