Feeling lost

[srt]

I should add to this that in the last "R" "chat" we had W was saying she had "messed up" and "[censored] everything and everyone up" regarding our M.
She was also concerned about what my family think of her? Strange since if she is determined to D she'd never really see them again?
In the same chat she was also talking about arrangements with kids in the future with undertone that we are still separated, and reiterated her belief that she "belongs" in the city.

I know the believe nothing you hear, and little of what they do (she has also changes mailing address of several things to her rental), but I'm still unsure about what to do about this weekend.

I feel I've been a bit of a pushover so far, and I'm very keen to avoid cake eating...