I am sorry you are going through this, just awful.
Remember to breath and take care of yourself. I know how the thoughts start racing and can start to flood your system with those anxiety inducing chemicals, and we both know that is no fun.
Write out your plan and that can keep it organized and out of the mind so you can focus on what you can do in the moment.
You know I am here supporting you and sending the positive karma your way, but please take care of yourself in the moment and continue marching on with the things you have been doing and this new development can fall into place without disrupting you more.
The biggest most valuable thing that I am learning in my sitch and following others like yours is that all of the plans I have had for the past 20 years were not as much in my control as I would like to think. But even with our WAS doing what they are doing to our plans when I control the moment and myself, things are not as bad as I would think up in my head and I can still pick up the pieces and march on.
Basically living in the moment is where I am finding peace. I learned this last night while with my babies.
Sorry to be long winded, but I want to reach out and be there for you as you have done for me. Have peace today, be well, and you will get through this and come out for the better.
((((Phoebe))))
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
