Today is one of those days. I just can't seem to shake myself out of the depression and sadness. H is clearly moving forward with his life and I just feel stuck. I do not drive and I have a dog that has been locked up all day while I am at work, so I am pretty much house bound in the evenings because of the dog. So very hard to GAL right now. H is having a great time. No responsibilities. Coming and going whenever he feels like it.

I am feeling so worn down today.