I agree w/Irish...Disney Day at Disney Dad's will soon fade away into the sunset. He'll get tired of putting on the happy front and paying for things for the kids. Give it time...you'll see that we are right.

Please take care of yourself.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.