I'm sorry you find yourself here. I can totally relate to your position with a young baby. It's so hard when you're adjusting to life as a mom, and a wife and trying to maintain a sense of self.
In the long run, he is the one with a lot to loose here, but that's easy to say I know. Keep looking after you, be gentle on yourself and focus on you and your baby. My baby is what keeps me going at times- because they deserve better. They also need a reliable steady parent, and that's us. Do you have anyone that can help with baby? Any family. My mil is my main support system she's great and helps when I feel I need a bit of me time
Keep posting, we are here for you.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16