Mia, we are here... several months after bomb dropped, h would not leave the job nor end the relationship with OW, I realized the situation is not as simple as I imaged. I could not eat nor sleep... soon I lose weight and my hair turned into grey color, I looked awful. 12 months past, h is still in crisis, but my day/life must go on. I pray for him for myself, ask help from God all the time. Mia, the feeling you're having is normal at this moment. But please do take care of yourself !
