14 days of sheer hell continues

[DDJ]

I don't think that I can take this anymore, I just want the hurting to stop. Sandi2 speaks about dropping the rope, I think i threw it away yesterday. I think that i decided to walk away.

My WW just called me, saying that she "still loves me so very much, but she can't bring us back". I don't know how to make the wandering stop, I know that I must continue to detach.

I don't think that that book can come fast enough!