WAW still behaving angry and moving to divorce

[SH_]

Thank you V! The prayers for my mom are greatly appreciated at this time.

My D17 is a wonderful young lady and I love hearing that she has another admirer.

So for today being such a huge challenge for me, tonight has been an absolute dream. The time with my girls was just the medicine I needed and I feel 1000 times better. No shakes, the mind is focused on positive forward moving ideas and plans and both of my girls have had smiles all evening.

We played some "Let's dance" which was a riot. And the highlight of my night was as I was getting my D5 ready for bed, she said, "Daddy, you are the best dad ever." Oh how that is the best medicine for the soul. I am in an apartment with almost nothing in it as it was taken by WAW, and yet this has been one of the best nights I have had in a long time empty apartment and all.

Now we are off to bed and I pray that I can have a sound solid sleep and maybe I can wake up with hope (instead of the dread)

I know it's a roller coaster ride, but maybe I can use tonight to launch me onto more ups than downs. Well, at least I know time with my babies can lift my spirits.