More detachment, anxiety and the joys of limbo

[Phoebe]

The shaking started the moment I realized H was gone, so it's been with me over 4 months, now, and definitely not a side effect. Sometimes it's subtle, like when the rest of me is functioning pretty well, sometimes the shaking is markedly obvious, like when I'm very upset. Today it was really obvious and I just kept trying to hide my hands through the whole visit, but the rest of me was shaking, too. I would have needed a blanket to hide that!!! : )

Honestly, it's enough that it affects my hand writing even on a good day.

We'll see how the next 4 weeks go, I guess. The walk was very nice, and my Mom is coming over in a little bit so we can do some sewing together. Monday night sewing club!!! It's nice to have a few plans.

Thanks for the nice thoughts, SadHub, Cherry, and Painter. I really appreciate the support you've given me.

I'm going to try out the Epsom salt bath this week, Painter, and maybe some aromatherapy, too. I love a nice hot soak, and I haven't had one since before Christmas. I know I've got to do more of that kind of stuff for myself.