Just reporting. Had a fab day at work, got my head on and achieved so much! Was so proud of me. Still a bit raw as people were asking me how I was. Trying to fight the tears. I think because it's a side of H that I have never seen or been the recipient before, I'm still shock that after 11 years together he could have such animosity towards me!
Third day NC, came to see kids (was busy doing something anyway). Usually he'd make his presence loud and clear but not tonight. When he left he shouted that he was going! The funny thing was that I could hear he was going so why broadcast it so loud to me. The funny thing is I asked him if he had taken the letter, he replied which one! I took a STFU smoothies as I want to tell him the one you have been bullying me to sign for a week. Also he stayed slightly longer than usual.
I'm certainly not reading anything into it. I don't think I want to have my heart and hope shattered again as a couple of weeks ago I really though it was over with OW. I'm off the roller coaster. Now planning my move and decided to move my stuff myself with the help of FIL and a couple of friends. I found it's so much cheaper than having a proper company to do it!
I have done it once twice with H, so this time I can do it on my own :-)!
