I am content, that is a blessing.......

[mleigh4]

Hi Sotto. He didn't address me whatsoever! It was all about hurting S, nothing about me. I noticed that too, and am thinking he just is still not ready to address our M or me. It's like I don't exist is his world, I am just a part of S. And again, there is only so long I can accept that. I deserve much better.

I misunderstood him or something, his plan for Sunday was to pick up S, not hang out with us. S and H both said they don't know where I got that from. H came to get him, but again hung out for over an hour doing stuff on his iPad, we all sat at the table doing our own thing. H mentioned changing the joint card to just my name because he gets confused about using the points we earn and how to split them. At first it stung, we use the points for family things, but that faded quickly and I said sure, whatever.

Once they finally left, they were hungry so I sent them off with pizza and drinks, I got ready, picked up friend, and we headed to the beach. It was 80 degrees, just beautiful, and I so needed it.