Balance - yes. This is a topic ive been working on in my head. Too much stuff for everyone else...too many commitments, need to carve time to be me, right?
The excersize comments...i guess that didnt come off quite right. I dont believe it is a bad thing at all...it is a huge part of my life, my self-empowerment and my improving health. I was in lots of pain from the kickboxing class and frustrated with myself that although ive been making the effort to go and do all of the excersize and visits and such, i was feeling sorry for myaelf that i felt undesirable still.
The physical fitness, to me it is 'to each thier own'. Personally i usually feel empowered during or after a workout. After my derby practice yesterday morning, I felt great about myself. I was able to compete with veteran skaters, pick up pointers from them and build technique all in the same motions. All while still feeling sore from friday.
I will see what i can do for balance to make sure i am not overextending myself. I know part of that is setting more precise goals with fitness.
