My story job 9140 (4)

[Jb9140]

I guess there's a reason for the numbering order of Sandi's rule. Number 37 is killing me and will probably do the most damage if I break it. I'm so tempted to call my wife and just say WTF happened to our marriage, and beg and plead for just one more try. I'm only on day 12 of no contact. she's not budging. I thought for sure she would have at least texted or emailed by now. I know it's a marathon. GAL, Detach, bla bla bla. sorry I'm in a bad place this morning and just needed to vent.