Thank you to all that have been so great to me over the past month on my rollercoaster since BD. I have accepted that the D is inevitable and that the only thing my WAS feels now is guilt, not remorse or love. H would sooner file then well... try. My stitch is hopeless as far as R goes, and I find that I keep typing on the forum looking for hope no one seems to see any. I assume he will be filing shortly from his email last week and then it's done.
Although H doesn't care, here I can state one final time. I love him. I miss him. I wish that this wasn't happening. I don't want a divorce. I want to wake up with him next to me. I want him to come home.
I wish you all the best.
Me:33 H:34 T: 3yrs M: 2yrs H depression triggered and we are "unhealthy": 7/15 H wants to "make it work" 12/28 BD: 3/10/16
