Today I am crumbling... H will not know. I don't understand the pain that I feel, the hurt in my chest. And how he does not feel the same, how can it be so unbalanced between us.


Me:33 H:34
T: 3yrs M: 2yrs
H depression triggered and we are "unhealthy": 7/15
H wants to "make it work" 12/28
BD: 3/10/16