I hesitate to write this as I am in a very bad place this morning. I barely slept as I tried to stay up awaiting D17 to return from her concert last night.
I have had very little sleep and it was riddled with nightmares and as I awoke the depression rolled over me. I need to get control as my daughters cannot see me like this.

Please God, please grant me some strength and peace of mind. Please.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine