Mia, I just noticed that you have two threads going. Please stick to one thread until you've reached 100 postings/replies. You can always change the subject line in a thread to reflect what is going on at that time. Having two threads going at the same time creates confusion because people do not know which one to post to and also, when you want to go back and refer to a posting, you will have to do a lot of searching of the threads to locate the info.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
