5 weeks in since she said she doesnt love me.

[Cherry]

I agree, I know you're hurting. But you did the right thing, you stated your boundaries and that's an important thing. Now stick to them.

The important part now is to look after yourself the best that you can. And part of that is looking after your S and protect him from all the crazy. You need to be the level headed steady parent for him. I'm totally in this with you, and although hard, I find in a way children help us. They give us that person to love, person to protect. Take him out, play with him. Anything you can to help to improve you and make you the best man you can be.

We're here for you