14 days of sheer hell

[DDJ]

I have to agree with Painter, there is as much strength in staying in limbo to try and get the one that you love out, as there is in walking away.

I've got to Gal better,I realise that. Am going out to friends in a few hours, and my Ww asks me to rather stay, to spend time with her. Not a chance. She wants to talk... That's nice.

Also going to start making food for myself so that she can gain that independence she so craves.

Oh, one last thing. I realised that my W has always been wandering. She was attracted to someone else about 3 years ago, but had the control to walk away. No such luck this time. Shes always needed a male to validate her, satisfy her need for attention. That cannot be me anymore. For now.

Keep posting, your responses give me strength!