Ghostbusting This

[ATPeace]

So can someone help me with this one

I am still friends with my W in facebook I am guessing the right things would be to unfriend her so I do not see the posts of her getting by and posting thugs that indirectly hurt my feelings

Tonight she has decided to make plans to go out for a meal with someone else not sure who I know I cannot ask all I know is i am at hime watching her get ready to go out and it hurts me to see this

I have to tell her that I do not want to live with her any longer but this just seems so final

Even I know this is what I have to do to find peace I do not think I can do this does that sound weak

I am still so emotional and I know I am in control of my own feelings and thoughts

I just wanted to fix this but I cannot

So I tell myself what if she never ever wants to give you another chance then what how king am I going to do this for ....I do not know but I know I want this to stop and the only person that can do that is me

Crying does not help ...feeling sorry for myself does not help

For me to take the step is to accept and accept I must do .

I have good friends here

Feeling resigned and calm to accepting this

Ghost