Ooh Cherry, small waist and big booty. I knew we had things in common. Though booty is getting bigger than I will like it to.
Maybe you're right. I think he may miss a little of what we had. I am pretty sure though that he was comparing my rental to TP's place. Which really angers me because she has help and I dont.
The funny thing was he asked to look at my room, which was really personal and invasive on hindsight. Was he trying to find evidence of a man staying over? Or just trying to check on my housekeeping?
At the back of my mind, there is niggling thought that he had wanted to base any possible R on the state of cleanliness of my flat? Like he's trying to decide if I can match what TP can in terms of domesticity?
By this time, I really don't see any way out but to move onward and I pray, upwards. Even if I can mindread xh accurately, there really is nothing I can do about what he wants to do.
I know for sure though that xh misses the interaction btw kid and me. I see the looks of affection and amusement when he thinks I am not watching. TP definitely doesnt goof around with her kids like I do.
Kid and I are such big goofers and I am really a kid at heart. Kid can be so precocious at times that the role reversal is rather entertaining. Like how kid refuses to let me out of the house if she feels I am wearing something too skimpy.
And my C tells me that kid and I make a rather eyecatching pair. But well, of course she's biased.
And here I have to catch myself from brooding over wtf is going on in xh's head.
As for heels, I really need to work on them. I must really stop wearing mumsy shoes so often.
Ok. Now let's switch from brooding bitter xw channel to martha stewart channel.
Red gloss kitchen? All white kitchen? White and wood? Or wood laminate. Scandinavian scandinavian Or scandinavian industrial? Or just go eclectic?
Decisions decisions.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
