Thank you V and GWH for checking in and the supportive thoughts.

I am up and trying to get my head on straight and stop the anxiety waves, but here goes nothing. I hope it can be swift and smooth as possible.

Oh, I need to pull it together and put on a calm face. I can do this. I have to do this.
The single most painful awful day in my life is now beginning.

I just have to, just have to,.......

Self, please stop shaking. frown


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine