Re: V is for Vanilla 29

[Vanilla]

Hi Lady V. I'm pleased about the news of the D for you because it means you have a new beginning , fresh without constraints

it feels like a new day. Like the broken ties of the rope that got pulled apart are knotted off. I didn't drop the rope it was torn by my hands so I wasn't tempted to pick it up again. That tear was NC.

How do you feel about it ?

Relieved and tired, very very tired.


I'm cautious that it might be a double edged sword on a feelings front. H wasn't for you and I'm not sure if anyone other than first H will ever be but I can't help feeling that H isn't going to do well going forward.

Now that we are D, I have no responsibility for WH. None at all. It's done and over. My terrible time since 26 June 2014 is finished.

WH is now legally not my concern, no matter whilst M then we have legal responsibility for another. It is something RD that you may wish to know, I feel unbuffered, I put down the knapsack of having to care for someone so damaged.

Obviously , my online sis is my main concern and I will look for you to flourish on all levels now the weight will have been lifted. I'm far from an expert but give yourself time to process this. Your wonderful giving nature needs time to heal Concentrate on Lady V , remove any and all thoughts of H , you gave all you could and then some.

I intend extreme self care. Thank you my lovely warm bruv RD.

You have wonderful support from Glam Sis and your incredible Dad , use it and know this was none of Vs doing.

I have atoned enough. Now to fight for the Fins.

I have mentioned the online sis but I don't think that' stops dating in the real world. Just saying .....!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not yet ready physically or mentally, it will take time. As Cadet says we have the gift of time.

Huge hugs, Rd. xxxxxx

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Thank you very much for your love and care

V