Hi Mia, I've been following your thread and I since you've been bringing up the cloud I thought I'd share this in case you didn't already know (I just found out) but if you aren't in private browsing on safari or have your settings adjusted your open tabs will show up in your cloud account.
Don't keep blaming yourself for your husbands actions, they are his to own not yours. I did this for a long time with my w before I woke up. I spent months blaming myself. I'm a shy self-conscious person and ironically through my sitch I'm now less self-conscious than I've ever been. If you've owned up and worked on any legitimate faults you may have or had and he won't work with you it's obviously his problem. I know how bad this hurts but take care of yourself and listen to the advice you've been given.
