Hi, well I brought up the photos on the cloud and the jerk looked pathetic and said oh sorry didn't think you'd go on there!! The man hasn't thought about anything for months.


My childhood, well. I was ostracised quite a lot of t as a child at school. Had a difficult time at school. Was bullied quite a lot and was very self conscious.

When I met my h and we got together it made me feel that I was worth it. I know that sounds pathetic but it's true. I couldn't believe that this good looking man could fall in love with me. H knew about my childhood so for him to say I don't love you anymore and do what he's done...he knows in his heart of hearts how much it would devastate my self esteem.

I'm so sick of feeling like this.