Sorry for not getting back to you yesterday

I thought I had posted but for some reasons IT did not post

I did not get to go to the doctors what I did do was I booked myself into day t a councillor to help me with my spireling and she was good

She made things clearer to me I have a long way to go but I felt the session went well

I also had quite a good day interacting with W

I am getting on so much better with my daughter and my other three children love me to bits and I love them all

So lots of work to be done but I do not feel so dredfull I just have to remember this feeling right here right now

Thank you for being here RD one day I will make the journey to meet you and I will buy you a beer

I went out tonight to the casino I do know my limits but had a really good night came hime with lots of money

Thank you again

Ghost

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.