Good Lord Rouky things just seem to get more complicated for you. `I can't understand why your husband would want you to go to the wedding with him instead of his girlfriend. Just speaking as your friend I think he is ashamed to take her so why cover for him? He is completely self centered in every other aspect of his life so why would he care about your feelings involving the wedding?

Letting go? That is a tough one. I remember thinking that if I let go of my ex then it would be over. It took some time for me to accept that I couldn't cause her to want me. Something had to change in her and so far it hasn't so ultimately I had to focus on my own healing. I feel for you because you surely feel like it is within your power to save the marriage but you are only half of the equation. And your husband doesn't consider your half. Maybe he will change his mind maybe not but you will have very little to do with his decision. I hate telling you that because I know how hurt you are but it really is up to him. You have done everything and then some to show your commitment to him so I hope you can let nature run it's course and focus within yourself.

As always Rouky I love you and pray for peace for you. I hope you can do something for yourself this weekend and can find a moment of happiness. God Bless you, Mark

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.