WAW still behaving angry and moving to divorce

[SH_]

Thank you Phoebe for checking in on me. I am starting to feel a little better and the shakes are subsiding.

Thank you for reminding me that I am not broken, because those doubts are so intense and real that the mind cycle of feeling broken and like a loser plays very strong once it gets spinning in my head. I know that I did not cause all of this, but when the cycle starts it is a challenge to stop it.

I read that one of the meds may take a week or 2 to kick in for noticeable positive effects so I may have to weather that storm to get to the other side. It was rough this morning but I still got up and functioned, although with a very forced smile and all.

I just gotta keep the mental thought in the chaos of thoughts that I am a good person with some very important reasons to push through this and not merely survive, but to thrive and be stronger than before.

I am headed into the heart of the storm this weekend as she moves out and the D will be filed.

I will survive this and I thank you from the bottom of my heart and the core of my soul for your support.