Gerda! It always makes me happy to see you stopping by. Yes, I have given up on my marriage. My W has her wedding already planned in May to om (who allegedly/apparently is dying).
You know, I am doing ok. When you've been separated for 2 years and 10 months, and receive the training here from DB, I am ready, even anxious to move on. I have prayed sooooo many prayers for my marriage and my W, that I can trust that God has heard my prayers, but He is allowing something else to happen. I trust God, and what He is doing in my life. I'm ok with this.
I was texting d19 Tuesday night, she is having trouble with her taxes (her employer did not withhold any state taxes, and now she is hit with a $500+ tax bill she was not counting on.)
But she asked me if I was ready to start dating? and you know, I am not ready to date again. I still have some healing (physically and emotionally) to do. And I am ok with life as it is by now - just me and as much as s14 wants to be around (lately its just 1 day a week.) But we will see what tomorrow holds.
